holy handiwork.

We wonder.
More signs. More proof. More hat tricks.
Bored, we say Ho-hum and replace the remark-
able with the regular, the unbelievable with the antici-
pated. Science and statistics wave their unmagic wand
across the face of life, squelching the oos and aahs and
replacing them with formulas and figures.

We live in an art gallery of divine creativity and yet
are content to gaze only at the carpet.

So the next time you hear a baby laugh or see am
ocean wave, take note. Pause and listen.

Pause and listen is the only thing you need to be concerned with is really just listening to those internal and external whispers that will shroud over you. As it shrouds over you, hear for yourself ever so gently to your body these two words,”I’m here.”

WAIT, WAIT - DON'T TELL ME!

do you ever wonder what other people see when they look at you? What do they find attractive or surprising?

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  Above the world,
a rocking horse - all have days when we are Heroes
And we can
being "above all what is gossip" ...
Today is such a day - Good Day
Suffer me
a word with a very special flavor:
"Holiday" (wonder).
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BAD CAR ADVICE - 7/11/15 - sATURDAY

So true! Also, sometimes we laughed and cried though too at the same time  because we were happy that finally both of us seemingly were on the same page; at least we had thought so, that is. Well, cause when we had laughed we were very upset with one another so that was when we had felt it more appropriate to insult each other in any sort of manner the both of us deemed legit. Please keep in mind I am in no way putting you to shame either because I am just as much as guilty of this offense, if not guiltier. But, when we had cried we had both cried because we both knew those moments we had smiled together were never ever coming back because of what one of us subconsciously not allowing. True, we had laughed at those times when we had picked on one another and all of that, but now, the both of us were here with each other now... the one with too much heart that it was just disgusting as f--ck! The other one, just with more experience who knew and appreciated what they had wanted and had thus made up their minds to never get hurt again. Perhaps they had locked their hearts into a place where only they could get to it, we'll never know unless they'd divulge that info. Even though they may come off as cold, heartless, thoughtless, or whatever.. this is just the outside of how they appear to be... for I know different, and it is not who they really are inside. Nevertheless, we continued on crying because we both were hurt and it is both our faults for beating each other up, and rightly so! lol... but that was what had always brought back a smile on our faces because those memories were since not long ago, and now we were both on to bigger adventures again. lol, so there ya go! STORY OF MY LIFE!! xoxoxo

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“There are two things you never want to pay any attention to — abuse and flattery. The first can’t harm you and the second can’t help you.” — George Horace Lorimer, Letters



CONVERSATION, SATURDAY  7/11/15

 "Whoever interrupts the conversation of others to make display of his fund of knowledge, makes notorious his own stock of knowledge." -SA'DI

"Conversation has a kind of charm about it, an insinuating and insidious something that elicits secrets from us just like love or liquor." -SENECA

"There is no such thing as conversation. It is an illusion.There are intersecting monologues, that is all." -REBECCA WEST

"When people talk to us about others they are usually dull. When they talk to us about themselves they are nearly always interesting." -OSCAR WILDE

Beloved-Prince. "I would create the universe again just to hear you say you love Me." (Jesus to St. Teresa of Avila)

because I have jerks now and now it is even worse being in my own damn skin now

i am scared. i am also very creeped out to the max right now. i seriously am. People do not know what they have done.
It's fucking creepy!
Everything looks all fucking gross!
I am freaking out!
That shit fucked up my fucking head!
Fuck
I think maybe
I am like seeing shit all on the fucking computer screen
it's fucking scary
im not mad. I am just really scared.
fucking shit looks gross!
Bouncing ass mouses all over the place!
Now my skin just itches itself
I have been scratching this entire time now.
shit.
it fucked me up.
i seriously almost went to the Er or something
i think I am losing my damnmind
all of this is in my mind
i fucking can't stay here
i dont know what the fuck is going on
Then my mom looked so worried
She  said if it keeps up, I might need my damn other anxiety medication
im not even kidding
i fucking hate living
i dont know
really the only thing left for me to do is to just die
shit
this is too much for me
it's too much
I've tried to act like it doesn't bother me so that I wont completely lose my damn mind
BUT every damn thing has all these edges on there
stuff writes itself on there too
Everything is all fucking jumbled up
in like these clusters whenever im here
Now when I go out, I get flash backs
I swear I have a damn twitch coming on
omg i am seriously planning to kill myself right now
i don't want to go back there
it's fucking me up
fuck!

omg

you will hear thunder and remember me, and think: she wanted storms. {anna akhmatova}
WTF...
Confess your sins to me while you masturbate.. 

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4.Seriously though!From that one clinging arises this whole mass of suffering.

It took some time being around them more is all. I used to only like the smaller dogs, not necessarily the toy dogs, but the smaller ones but only because of being intimidated by them just because of what others would tell me about them.It really does show, you can't judge a book by its cover otherwise you can really end up losing a lot of everything ,i.e. life experiences, developing just regular memories to help you to discern things for your future plans, goals and even dreams, etc. So there you'll just be just and you'll be afraid of your own shadow and you'll never grow that way. I'm glad for the people in my life who showed me a different way to see and look at things. However, I still do love smaller dogs and I love the toy dogs even more no matter how much they sometimes get on my nerves but now I also love bigger dogs too! Clearly, there is much truth as well as proof being also in the pudding, but Rocky is truly a gentle giant so I do not blame him for soaking up the sun either. That dog is the cutest thing ever for right now! I wonder if Rocky has ever gotten "dog of the day" though! lol

 I have not seen any mean or vicious rottweilers as of yet, all the dogs I have been around have great personalities and are well behaved .

 Dog is like "sup bro' got weed?"

1.

 a Gothic person who claims to be female and 16,

the anonymous person who is a very wise but a very careful person, who is also very meticulous just in general.

This woman I know is a lot older than me but she is self-conscious about it which proves my hypothesis I had on her all along because somewhere along the line the person will never get it. I've moved on from that. Yes she is sensitive and yes she does have a heart in there and it is more than the one she uses to breathe from. She hates me and everything that I stand for. I've moved on. However, idk, I'd probably never be detached from her though. After all she does believe in evolution and I do believe in love, and well when both evolution and love come into something that seeks to destroy them... both will pull together and band together and proceed and they will both win always. They just do and they always will.  For her to ever understand that I only really wanted her as a friend it is just not going to register through to her. I wish it would and she did tell me to be careful for what I wished for, but it is true and well maybe this is my wish that has been granted to and for me then! For her to hate me, idk! but all I know is that she thinks I ama  nerd, a goof, a freak, weird as fuck, dumb as a box of rocks who is naive to the game. She thinks I am slow, now I am autistic now, all over the place which I am but I have a doctor's excuse for that one, geeze! she is not even going to show me herself ever again, idk why she believes in keep staying around me for then! Maybe she gets off on keep hurting me and as she does every time! Then she tell somebody to forget her then. well I said fine, I will then!



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art is by Jian Guo though.  called:

The Shepherd Of The Forest

7. ****Dear Diary, we reeee-eeeally need to keep the Rum away from England. ~ America****
lol, i think we do too America!! hahha nice! 
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8. lmao..... wow.... how very accurate though of the general public again being misinformed and remaining in this same mindset for all time! I think the lyrics are what Ezra said too that they are either romantic and/or inspirational too. However, I sometimes feel motivated to just keep on going too though! Also, some of these bands tbh are very relatable to the core of our innermost being which some people do not like to get that deep with even people they might have known well even for years tho. Anyway, found it on wittyprofiles.com

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Awww sora and Kairi

It's all about individuality. 7/3/15. but GLAD IT IS FRIDAY!! jussaayan!!!!!!!!

also the video is awesome too! i think it is just called "minecraft" but I am not sure the exact name offhand or anything like that cause I saw it like a couple weeks ago, but the video offered a lot of interviews from various people who were considered to be really great videogame you tubers. I like how the video had capitalized mostly on minecraft youtubers who had made it big by having their own brand. Also, it showed how the phenomenon of the thousands of people had began putting minecraft

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A stirring group biography of the Inklings, the Oxford writing club featuring J.R.R. Tolkien and C. S. Lewis. 

 Tom Cruise is 53 today! but John Adams thought it should have been July 2nd, 1776 because Congress had voted and had agreed to take action from one end of the continent to the other end of it; he had wrote this to his wife Abigail. It's all about individuality, but Amelia Earhart had to have been extremely brave af however somehow along the lines of it she chose not to come back but she did a marvelous thing. Abe Lincoln has his issues but I like and was also moved to recognize the compassion he had for those little turtles and standing up to those other bullies who were torturing those little turtles by putting hot ass coals on their bodies. Rosa Parks was the shit and even had stood up against a kid who had pushed her first just cause she was black and he was white -  well it was impressive because she was pretty much like that all her life, but she won every battle though! 

 Me, the Kush King -7/3/15- 

 

 

Yes, Americans are materialistic who feel they need to get everybody to have "throw-away fever':MORNING PERSPECTIVE

Yes, Americans are materialistic who feel they need to get everybody to have "throw-away fever' now though. De-cluttering and downsizing makes me feel like things are getting much more smaller and that I am dying, but I do know that these things are inevitable. I feel this way because as things get smaller, then I would maybe have to even move into a smaller place or dwelling spot to live inside of, and I couldn't be able to take the things I would want to take with me to this smaller place and stuff. I would feel suffocated and start to panic because I like and do get attached to objects that I have owned over the years and also by objects that have been given to me by maybe a family member, or a fellow member, or maybe even someone who was a friend of a friend, etc. And Yes, moments played in slow motion in my mind's eye will fast forward and even rewind themselves back to the start again inside of my head, and then I am able to surround myself with the same exact feelings inside me and how my whole body felt inside at that time, my body posture, etc. and so forth. Without these "precious moments" would I even know who I am, was, or who I was at least going to try to be? Without these gifts given to me out of love and generosity, who or what would I be in control of then? And then now that I am finding out that they must all go away from me now, and no I do not hail from a palace or behind the gates of some great big ass mansion either.  just have a decent home just as the others inside of my community, or at least I thought I did. I thought I would be privy to 'such and such, and also to 'that and that' because don't these people around me and also 'those people over there 'KNOW' WHO-I BE?  My sense of entitlement grabs me now by the throat and she pretty much takes me aback ensuring to take my fucking breath away and now my heart feels as if it will beat itself out of my chest since it has somehow decided for itself that it do not like the rhythm of whatever the hell is going on inside of my head and that maybe now at this point in time.. maybe I would be better off dead, but that to just allow it to leave first and then I may die; Just die!! Just, die, die, die! Beads are starting to fall from my brow and I am placing my hands onto my knees now because you already know my back is already the hell like at least half arched and that  dammit I left my freaking damn cup of tea down stairs! I shake my head and grab the broom sitting beside me now, and then sit my damn ass down in the freaking computer chair beside me before I really think I will die! lol... I shake my head, put in a piece of gum and I slowly proceed to stand the hell up one more gain... broom is back around again in my hand and so is dust pan in my other one too and stuff; I march down stairs to where the others are throwing out trash and other stuff that needs to go to the trash and in a big hurry, after all tomorrow is Trash day too! We were only doing SPRING-CLEANING, tho! lol...